Sunshine after the rain

Forgotten

2006-02-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

Oops. I kinda forgot i actually haf a blog.

Umm. Haha.WELL... It's 2006 now~! *applause* My last post was when we juz started school. Now it's study break and exams next week. Does tat show how long i left this blog to collect dust?

Ok update. Now concentrating on school plus sabre. Though it feels i'm concentrating on sabre more. David got us to free fence at clementi, so we get to improve more. I kinda slacked off for dance now, cuz seriously no time. But now a few of us are picking up paso doble, the bullfight dance. Juz doing it more like hobby now.

Terran and dylan got chicken pox, but haf recovered. Staying wif us for a week cuz their dad went overseas for some sort of seminar. They're adorable tykes, but can get pretty hard to handle at times.Hmmm. Wad else? Haha this sem seemed to pass in a whirl. Very eventful. TOO eventful, perhaps.

Ah yes! I haf a new phone! Finally got a camera phone. Happily clicking all sorts of weird pictures. Lalala.

Aniwae, during CNY, we went around visiting. Will post photos up soon. Tada.

At the esplanade

2006-02-23T15:56:00.000+08:00

After watching ah pek's klavierensemble concert

Hectic

2005-11-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

4 lab sessions per week. Tat makes 12 hrs. Whoa. Not to mention 4 lab reports per week. And no joke, this sem cannot be late for labs else will miss quizzes. *collapse*

Aniwae, these 2 weeks were quite busy. In fact suffering from serious insufficient slp. Our competition is nearing already and well, let's juz say i dun feel too confident abt it. Juggling between school work and practice and everything hasn't been lots of fun. In fact i'm wondering how does Jon wif all his track trainings and band practices handle all these on top of school work and practice too. But we haven been practising alot together, whereas u've got ppl like Caryn and YY practising EVERYDAY. Or well, almost everyday. Where do they find the energy?!?!

Oh yeah, and also cuz of this Lion City comp, lots of tension is in the air. Seems to me ppl are having disputes over partnership here and there, whether the dispute is between the partners or involvement of a third party. Bleargh. Guess everyone's feeling stressed over Lion City.

Aiyah and so sad, the tickets are 50 bucks!! I told mummy to forget it already, dun bother to come even though it's in the day where she can make it, cuz it's so damn ex. Ugh.

Back to School!

2005-11-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

Sian. Monday most of the class got tricked into reaching school at 8am for cell culture prac. Why? Cuz dear Dr Kueh forgot to post on MeL tat lab is cancelled. -_-" Haha but i was still at home when flavia msged me to say lab cancelled, so i slacked around at home first before going off. Was wondering if shld go back to slp, but decided against it cuz too much of a hassle cuz already dressed for school. Aniwae, went to mac to find them, sat there chatted awhile, went back to school, saw vanessa, me and jon helped her decorate the board, eat lunch wif her, den yeah, went for ABC lecture.

I tell u, DOCTOR Zaman is a very cute lady. She say we gotta stress on the DOCTOR, cuz Zaman is a given name, whereas she had to work very hard to earn her doctorate. Makes sense. Lol.

Hmmm, den yesterday went swimming at Safra club, this time i slathered on LOTS of sunblock. No way i'm getting burnt again. =P After tat went for dance, and i tell u, it's terrible cuz in view of public hol, the school shut down air con at 8pm!! So voila. Everyone sweat like crazy.

Today, met Dr Lisa Ho. She has a highly interesting accent, where she herself has no idea where she acquired from. And omg, this sem prac cannot be late le. The lecturers all very smart. They put a super short quiz right at the beginning of prac class, and if u're late u miss it, so no marks. AHHHH!!! Die le lor. Bleargh. Muz not be late pok anymore. =[

Whew

2005-10-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Thank goodness i didn't fall down or make any such stupid mistakes during the performance. But it was a good experience, though it gave me butterflies in the stomach for more than 24 hrs. Lol. I can't believe i agreed to such a last min thingie, i kept cursing myself after putting down the phone wif Jonathon and Allan (it was a conference call).

Aniwae, since i haven been blogging for so long, let's see wad's there to update abt. Hmmm, nth much actually, juz tat i got sunburnt exactly a week ago at sentosa wif the sabre ppl. Jonathon was happily slapping my shoulder, JJ was singing 'rudolph the red nose reindeer' every 10 mins, everyone at ALW went 'omg wad happened to u?!'. Had a painful and itchy week, now i'm shedding skin like a snake. Damn gross the skin comes off in pieces like paper. >_<

So as u can see, nth much happening lah. Sian. Unless u consider me finally packing my room and clearing out notes from even 2 sems ago. Oh yeah, school's starting on monday. Lalala. I miss my class. =]

Aedes mosquitoes breeding in my blog

2005-10-20T13:31:00.000+08:00

Right. Lame. I noe. Haha. No lah, i didn't realize it was so stagnant here. Hmmm.

Tonite, we (the class ppl) are going for ah pek's piano recital at esplanade. I didn't realize how much i missed my class till i chatted wif Dora at her void deck on monday nite (yes gal we haf no sense of timing. Lol.)

I tot jessie's way of naming us is quite cute, so excuse moi while i put it here, green pok, =P

I miss (references : Jessie Ng)

the ramly poks
tat fish
tat Injesstion monthly owner
tat walking banana
tat subway crew
tat pianist
tat climber
tat trombone player
tat waiter

All of u, plz take care, esp tat fish, yes YOU, u've got a mucus-layered voice, dun argue.

See some of u in an hr, the rest in a few. Ta-da!

ALW Move pics

2005-10-20T12:38:00.000+08:00

This Star Rainbow took me an hr to put up. 60mins/20 stars = 3mins/star. Noe why? Cuz i'm short!! See the chair there? Lol.

Err. This is the preliminary stage of our Balloons of Dreams wall. Unfortunately, we didn't snap pics of the completed wall. Maybe i'll snap this weekend.

Ladies and gentlemen, presenting to u our masterpiece.......*drumroll*....... The Tree of Growth! This is my colleague JJ and i, the co-creators of this wall. The leaves and heart-shaped fruits are again, the kids' work, but the tree trunk, branches and roots were painstakingly stuck on by JJ and i.

Save our environment, protect our trees! After all, they do prevent global warming, clear carbon dioxide and replenish oxygen in the air. Hug one today to show them u care! Lol. Ok, i admit, i'm nuts after one whole day of deco-ing the classroom. =X

The BIG move!

2005-10-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

Woo. So long nvr update. Haha. Well. Last week and this week have been busy weeks, helping wif ALW's big move. We haf moved from tanjong pagar to toa payoh hdb hub officially wif effect from today!! =D Quite sad to leave the old home, but the new home is exciting lah. The trainers were like little kids, whooping excitedly when they arrived at the new home today. Hmmm, all i can say is the new home at hdb hub is very bright, modern and colourful. Juz tat the new sparks of genius (the p1 and p2 kids) classroom allocated to us is

1. So small
2. SO dangerous!! Got full length glass window on one entire side of wall!! Imagine the kids bang against the glass. *shivers and squeeze eyes shut*

Haha but the walls are a lovely violet. So's the door and doorframe. Lol.

Aniwae, at least everything is in one place, no longer divided between ALW training space, main office, and ibm towers. But like all moving homes' situations, everything needed to be packed into jumbo boxes beforehand, den moved down, DEN unpacked. So it's like, whoa. Last week pack, today was unpacking and setting up sparks classroom wif JJ. And so fun!! We managed to do a 'Tree of Love' concept on one entire wall, using the kids' work. Star-shaped paint work arranged in rainbow shape, den their glitter leaves and heart-shaped paint work (supposed to signify the fruits of the trees -_-") hanging off the branches of the tree we made wif brown crepe paper. Shall post the pics of our masterpiece here after JJ sends me the pics we took.

Hmmm. Yes, forgot to mention tat i didn't fail immuno!! Wahaha..

Sick. >_<

2005-09-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

I'm sick. Waa. Went home after my morning class. Stella was so nice as to release Yingzheng from her class to relieve me. Thank u! *kowtow* But feel a bit guilty cuz Poon not here today too, so only JJ and Yingzheng are around in the afternoon. Poor Amy and Stella!

I shld go slp. Mummy said if i am still sick tml i cannot go for fencing camp. =[

It's the hols! Lalala~

2005-09-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

Ooh Sunday was very chaotic at ALW... We had graduating classes (therefore lots of parents and kids around), and new class starting (my new S2S p3 & p4 kids!)... *faint* JJ, Yingzheng and i had to rush to arrange the tables and chairs to get ready for my new S2S class cuz the graduating class had used tat classroom and they totally rearranged everything. Haha but though the day was long and tiring, we student aides had lotsa fun after work... JJ and i met up wif Vanessa in town first cuz we finished work at 5.30pm, walked around waiting for Yingzheng and Poon to finish up at 7pm. After tat had dinner at Manhatten Fish Market together, and conversation was good and funny. =] As usual, lame as well. Lol. Oh and crazy us walked around after dinner and ended up at city hall. -_-"

Den on tues first time going for Dancesports. It was so fun! Wee! But rhumba causes ur butt to ache though. >_< Oh and i met Jonathon's ex dance partner, Atlantis, and omg she's so scary!! She kept glaring at Jonathon and i, i tot she'd walk over and slap me any moment. Haiyoh but i nvr saw someone so 'deh' lor. Kept sulking and pestering Jonathon. Wahaha. Gals, Jonathon got scandal!! Oops. Here i go again, beeping. Lol.

Oh yes! 1F03 poks, i miss u all. =[

Bye bye exams!!

2005-09-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Flavia is asking me to update. =P Yes i admit it's pretty stagnant recently. Basically, juz had last paper on Fri, and well, i think Dr Mallick is out to kill us. -_-" Edmund chia was WHINING when he flipped open the paper, and i banged my head again the wall. Why? Cuz 1st qn is 20 marks, and asking for wad u noe?

GIVE 10 SUGGESTIONS ON HOW TO AVERT FOOD SHORTAGE IN SINGAPORE BASED ON WAD U LEARNT IN THIS AGROTECHNOLOGY MODULE.

Wad the hell?!?!?! It's not even sth he taught lor. At most, he juz skimmed thru as a random topic during lecture, and only supplied like, 3 possible suggestions. So basically we had to rack our brains thinking of weird suggestions. I was so desperate i wrote stuff like, let's rear cows and chickens in high-rise buildings to maximise the land on Singapore, and we not only get meat from them, but dairy products and eggs. -_-"

Haha aniwae, we went jonathon's house. As dora said, 'it's huge. And very huge. And very linky.' Lol. Let's juz say if anyone wanted to kill jonathon's entire family (err, no offense man, juz a IF), they can easily do so by dropping a mini bomb on their estate, cuz the entire family lives on the same plot of land, in 3 houses - 2 semi-detached and 1 on it's own. Imagine, all 5 sub-units of the family live next door. Haha no need to use phone to call lor. Juz stick head out and holler "Hey! Eat dinner already or not?!" or "Oei! Dinner ready le wor! Come over for dinner eh!". Den heads stick out from the other 4 units and shout back. HOHOHO. Aniwae. Had lots of fun wif 1F03 (yay! i love u 1f03! =D) ramly-ing together, playing rock version of moonlight sonata - Dora play drumset while i play piano. I think Beethoven would turn in his grave if he knew. Lol. We went to jonathon's attic to slack, oh it's such a nice place! And it's not inhabited lor... Such a waste. We were saying dun need to book class chalet juz go stay at his attic. Wee~! Oh yes. Icewine is VERY nice. But ex. >_< Jon said he bought for $90 duty-free and it's only half the volume of normal wine bottle.

Den went wu yi's place to stay cuz AMK much nearer than my home. So nice of her to pick me up. =] Coloured wif terran in his land before time colouring book until 1.30am, before finally concussing. Haha den drag myself awake this morning at 7.30am to go for work at ALW. Yup. For the next 4 weeks will be working on sat mornings too, cuz the student aide taking the class is having exams, so i take over. Very nice kids, juz tat one of the boys very notti. -_-" I almost vomit blood arguing wif him. Haha but good lah, got challenge. *evil laughter* Oops. I'm supposed to be positive. Wee. Ok. *act angelic*

Oh yeah now si yi and wu yi's families are here at my place, they came to play lanterns, sparklers, candles, and eat mooncakes. Now (12.58am) terran's still running around. Can u imagine?!?! Haha oh yeah. Looking at the time reminds me. I still got work tml!! Better go slp else tml will be walking zombie. -_- zzZ

STATS!!

2005-09-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

I hate stats. And maths. Ugh. Eww. Drowning in all the stats formulae and qns. It's gonna be doom day tml. Haiz.

Oh yes. It feels weird suddenly. Cuz someone's far far away from mainland. We've always been on the phone at this time. No wonder it feels weird.

Haven been updating

2005-09-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

Ooh. I didn't realize it was a week ago tat i blogged. Hmmm. Too busy i guess. Aniwae, it's study week already, juz taking some time out for a quick update.

So wad happened this week? Hmmm. Had microbio and immuno prac exam, and err, or yeah, stats excel test. Went back to south view on wed, said hi and bye to some old teachers (yeah i saw miss pang and she totally spoilt my mood). Skipped training on thurs nite cuz i couldn't quite face the team yet. Den yesterday was tanglin-ngee ann friendly, and ngee ann swept the gold for all events. I muz say, there are a couple of lady foilists from tanglin who haf lots of potential. Great handwork and footwork, impeccable timing, and aggressive enuf. Prob looking at the future nat foilists.

Haha den we had battle of the sexes! Lao da said he wanted the ladies sabre champ team (jia, beng and i) to fence the men's sabre champ team (joseph, jason and yao feng). Halfway thru, ladies were losing 24-30. So lao da offered to let us switch scores wif the guys, but on the condition during my anchor bout wif joseph the last point muz be a one light hit.. Which is, err, very hard since i'm much shorter than joseph. But we were like, ok lor! Beng and jia did a very good job of maintaining the newly-gained lead, and when i took over we were leading 40-36. BUT when i reached 44, here comes the hard part. No matter how hard i tried i couldn't get one light hit, cuz joseph kept countering. It went on for 15 times (lao da counted) meaning 15 points ago we would haf won, before finally joseph reached a draw wif me : 44-44. AHHH!! Panic liao! Haha... Joseph charged at me, i parried, he was wide open, i charged! Voila! One light hit! Yay!! The gals won! =P Joseph was like AHHH!! Lol... And since bronze trophies for ladies sabre was prepared, but only 2 ladies sabre team took part, jia suggested the guys take the bronze trophies to signify they lost to the gals... Haha talk abt total humiliation.. Imagine, u got gold for men's sabre, but bronze for ladies sabre... Lol.. But i think partly they give chance to us at the beginning lah.. If they went all out we'll prob be slaughtered... So guys, if u're reading this, see! I give back ur face to u all le lah! Hee.

I lost it

2005-08-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

I lost it. How can i lose a 5 point lead during my anchor bout?! We were leading by 5 points. But voila. I lost the lead. I brought NPF down. Where were my brains? I wasn't thinking at all. I think i shld juz go sell my brains at the market. Alternatively i could bang on the wall until my brains splatter out. NPF lost the silver cuz of me. All cuz of me. And why did NPF haf to fight so hard for the bronze match, wif juliana having a very close call during the anchor bout? NPF almost lost the bronze as well. If i didn't screw up the semis, NPF wouldn't haf had to fence PRC (a stronger team than our semis opponent) for the bronze. I'm really sorry gals. Sorry lao da. Sorry jason. Sorry everyone who was watching and cheering me on. =..[

DEG

2005-08-27T12:25:00.000+08:00

End of projects le.. Here's the DEG team for Plant tissue culture, AMB scientific report and AMB show and tell... Cheerios!

So tired >_<

2005-08-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

I noe i've not been updating. No time. No energy. Bleargh. I'll give a better update when i can k. But in short, my piano exam sucked big time. Most projects down. Competition tml and sun. Study week after tat den voila! Exams. -_-" See why i haven been updating? Ugh.

Pictures from yesterday

2005-08-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Mummy's darlings!

Singapore flag!!

The patriotic kids...

RBC agglutination day...

Today's not a good day

2005-08-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

I'm not happy today. I feel so contradicted. I shld be glad, but i'm not.. Self-denial.. Isn't this better? So why am i feeling upset? Wad do i wan?!?!

Update of the last few days

2005-08-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Nth much to say. Life has been quite the usual... But worthy to mention things would be Esmerelda from my morning class is opening up already so she's talking now, but unfortunately this only happens over at ALW... Oh, den yingzheng and poon joined me in the afternoon class... Haha... Poon has done sparks class wif me before but yingzheng has nvr taken sparks class... But he said he enjoyed it, so... Welcome to the sparks community! =P

Hmmm, tat's abt it for sunday... Den monday we celebrated yellow pok's birthday... And quite alot of the chocolate fudge cake tat we bought for her ended up on our faces... Haha... Disastrous man... We went for lecture smelling as though we juz came out of the chocolate factory... =P Aniwae, didn't haf a very pleasant time wif the piano kids, was pretty pissed off by their mother, but nvm abt tat... I had my revenge in a pretty subtle but equally satisfying manner... Oops. Lol. But was very touched to see mummy and daddy so upset for me, going "tat woman bullied my little gal!" Almost cried. Waa. Hee.

Den today national day, went abt harbourfront wif everyone on mummy's side looking like RBC agglutination. Lol. Honestly lah... Clumps of red tshirts... So patriotic... My cousins even pasted on the tattoo of singapore flag on their faces... Hee... Den went back to lot 1 to watch charlie and the chocolate factory... Was very funny... Haha... It's good... Though they changed the storyline a little...

Haiz, tml going on field trip, so muz be in school real early. =[

I'm a panda

2005-08-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

Bleargh. I'm averaging 4 hrs slp per day. Honestly... So many things to do, so little time, and only one me... =[ It feels as though hols are so far away...

Everyone in my class are also tired... Poor things... But we'll all persevere and work together! Sorry if i get on ur nerves from time to time... >_<

Dora... i'll always be here for u... Cheer up gal... I noe u're frustrated, dun worry it'll all be fine...

Jessie... U too... Dun worry abt others so much u forget to take care of urself k, gal? *muackz*

Flavia... i'm really worried abt u... I noe sth's wrong, and i think i noe wad is it, but i won't ask unless u wanna tell... I'll be here if u need me anytime, anywhere... Hee... Cheer up k?

Zhiyi... Haha obsession wif yellow... Turning 18 soon gal... =D Welcome to the club!

E.chialie, dun stress urself too much wif ARC work... Dun let E.oh bully u too much... =] Oh yes i noe i suck at powerppt... Lol...

Tat's abt it i guess... I love u peeps... Do cheer up k? We'll go thru this together... *hugz*

Attack of the ulcer

2005-08-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

Bleargh. It hurts. BAD. But at least i ain't puking all over the place like the other time... Though i seriously feel like puking... Ugh...

Aniwae i was actually on the way to school when it hurt again... It's actually been acting up the last couple of weeks, but today it juz seemed worse... So i got off the bus at the usual bus stop to change bus, and took 985 instead of the usual 61, 75, 184... Den dropped off at cck polyclinic to see the doc... Prescribed the same old medicine again, said the same stuff, blah blah, collect medicine den went home to rest le...

Mummy scolded me again for not taking my meals regularly... Haiz... I would, if i could, Mummy.. =[ Aniwae, her skin's peeling again, so accompanied her to Premier Clinic to see the doc... Doctor said it's a case of eczemia, hence tat's why her fingers and toes haf prickly feeling and are peeling...

Bleargh den Edmund Chia-lie juz scared me wif all the news abt how many ppl didn't do well for Immuno and AMB... Haiz... And we still haf to get so many stuff done by this week... Ugh tml it's gonna be double blow day coz we'll be getting back Immuno and AMB papers one after another... >_<

I'm so dead.

Reflections

2005-07-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, once again yet another Sunday has past... Today at ALW was challenging... Yeah, i can't think of any words to use other than challenging coz well, the kids seemed more hyper than usual today... Which is good considering some of them like Esmerelda and Karanveer were so determinedly shutting all of us out at the very first lesson... BUT i haf Ryan and Reuben as usual the two little tyrants making trouble, and Ryan juz couldn't stop talking to Karanveer... Ugh... Had such a hard time getting them to pay attention in class but i'm really surprised to find tat Ryan works pretty well in a team and individually... For such a hyper boy he's really focussed when he puts his mind to it...

Aniwae, Amy wasn't here today, and all the kids missed her... Awww... But they came up wif some pretty weird ideas as to why she was absent... Somebody even said she went shopping and someone else said she went out wif her bf!! Haha... Not bad for a 40+ married woman wif a 18yr old son...

Den today Poon was here to observe the class, coz she's taking a class tat's starting in August wif Stella... Haha... So we were slacking in the pantry wif Jeremy and his trainer, den dunno wad the hell made the topic shift towards wad type of guys i like... Lol... So as usual, i said the clean-cut hair, neat long-sleeved shirt and tie lor... And suddenly chikaboom Jeremy started saying "Yingzheng!!" It's like how weird lor... Hahaha... And the funniest was Jeremy's trainer gave a weird look and went "Yingzheng doesn't wear a tie wad!" So there were the 4 of us laughing happily in the pantry and Loretta walked in all bewildered... Haha... Oh yes... And i accidentally said 'eated' instead of 'ate'... And Jeremy LAUGH AND LAUGH AND COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING... -_-" And up till now he's still laughing... Bleargh...

Haha oh yes and today after the afternoon class, Stella, Siew Cheng, Poon and me had a small debriefing session, talking abt the two classes, and exchanging ideas and comments... Learnt alot from Stella and Siew Cheng... And i wonder wad on earth am i doing studying biotech... I shld be doing Early Childhood... Honestly, i get so much hands on experience from ALW... Haha...

Why shld i care?

2005-07-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah honestly, why shld i care? I dun care for ur apology... Wad's the point of apologizing when the damage is already inflicted? Juz like a broken mirror... U can glue it back painstakingly, but it's not gonna be the same would it? There'd be cracks... So how can u expect others to take it as though it nvr happened before?

And even worse for those who juz can't find it in them to say a simple "sorry". Wad wif their "i dun think i'm wrong so why shld i apologize" attitude... Haven it occured to them tat in some situations saying a simple "sorry" can juz close the entire case and make everyone happy? But NO. Juz had to get all defensive and argumentative. And make everything worse. Why are some ppl juz so.... Silly?

Waa! My Thumb!

2005-07-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

My thumb got sliced by Jason my training partner... =..[ I also dunno wad happened lah i think our guards clashed den somehow my left hand got in the way... -_-" Den first-aider Simon brought down saline buffer, cotton and plasters to play nurse... I started freaking out when i saw the buffer coz i tot it was antiseptic and it'd hurt like anything so i squeaked "I'm fine, I'm fine!!"... So all the sabreurs had to coax me tat buffer won't hurt and i was freaking so bad i started crying... *throw face* Haiz. I'm such a baby. Den finally Jia said tat she promise it won't hurt and she'd be gentle else i can bite her... And guess wad? Buffer really doesn't hurt wounds! Haha... Not like lousy alcohol... Bleargh...

Haha but today's training was damn funny... Jia, Beng and i were happily giggling coz we were joking Jason looks so shuai and zai and cool when he fences, den we pretended to faint when we saw him kill shauniez... So when i presided for Jia and Jason, and Jia totally blurred out and froze when Jason whacked her, i kept saying "Jia! Dun faint!" den Jason -SILENCE- Hahaha... I think today Jason damn poor thing... Keep getting teased by us... Lol...

Den after training we went to Mac for dinner, and there we were telling horror Biotech stories to one of the yr 1 Biotech gal... Hahaha... Den Deborah (doing Early Childhood Education) started saying wad fat kids can't pee straight... -_-" Like how outta point lah... All of us couldn't stop laughing when she said tat the kids' teachers haf to help them to aim... Lol... So guess wad does tat mean... Diaoz...

Haiz... I'm glad np fencing is slowly gelling together... =]

Hmmm am i schizophrenic?

2005-07-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yup... I've no idea... One moment all i wanted to do was hide under my cap, which was really cool coz by tilting my head downwards by say, 15 degrees, ppl can't see my face anymore... Haha the next, while i was in the lab wif my dear classmates, i juz couldn't stop laughing... Tat's why i say, i love my class! Coz they're such lovely and cute and funny ppl... Like Dora and Jessie! =D

Ooh, and *beep alert goes off* "beep beep beep beep beep!" SOMEONE wore a spaghetti strap dress wif huge flower prints today. Lol... When she took off her labcoat... Whoa! Dora and i both saw at the same time den we looked at each other... Den Dora and my face puffed up and turned red from trying not to laugh until we finally couldn't stand it anymore when Izhardi asked "Hey! Dora! Why ur face so red?! Grace also?!" Den we juz went chikaboom and HAHAHA out le... -_-" We are so evil. Haha...

Aniwae, at math lecture today, Mrs Chan seemed pissed off wif the world... Lol... She made ppl change seats here and there... And den Kenneth damn attitude lor... I can't help but say how can some ppl juz be so heck care?! He juz walked out after Mrs Chan told him to change seats... It's like, how irresponsible lah... Bleargh... I dun think saying he has guts is the correct term... More like foolhardy...

Hmmm and today i practise my piano for 2 hrs... Ooh i'm such a good gal... =P Daddy's in a good mood, so is mummy, so yup feel much better... Esp after i banged the piano abit playing Pathetique and my Sacro-monte... Hee hee... Haiz... So tired... I shld get some slp... Yawnz...

Tiring day...

2005-07-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, today was a long tiring day (as all mondays are)... Was late, as usual, wif my fellow late pok Dora Tay, den kena sua round the mulberry bush early in the morning... -_-" Edmund the Charlie and his 2 other angels gang up to bluff me tat i got only 58 for math common test... Ugh... And i fell for it so bad i told Dora i dun wanna go for math le... So when i reached... I looked at my paper... And immediately whacked Edmund the Charlie wif my file... Haha... So whew at least tat's one down, two to go... I hope immuno and amb won't be too bad...

Yup so it's a usual monday, math at 8am, (though dora and i reached at 8.40am) den haf brunch at canteen 1, den we chiong to library to find stuff for our begonia... Den huffed and puffed all the way to LT51 for agrotech, which was major nua-ing session... Jessie and i went isolation corner, den keep drifting off to slp... Bleargh... Den up the terrible flight of stairs to LT76 for amb and math... Couldn't help but fall aslp in math again... Haiz...

*piak myself* Wake up gurl!! Exams are 6 weeks away!! Stop falling aslp in class!! Ugh. But i can't help it. =[

Shopping sprees vs. back to work

2005-07-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, slacked abt for the morning, den Daddy brought us to Grand Copthorne to eat buffet... We all had fun, eating and laming, laming and eating... -_-" Coz we got the riverside seats, so there were river taxis going to and fro mah... Daddy was so lame as to start waving at them slowly (the ghostly way, u noe where chinese ghost movies the ghost will wave like real slow wif a scary smile?) and had us laughing so hard... Den we had this ice-cream contest, like who can balance the most no. of scoops of ice-cream in a bowl, den finishing it (yes after we had already eaten LOADS)... After eating, we went to Great World City where Mummy and i got stuck at OP... Hee... Den Daddy was complaining 'eh! yesterday shop not enuf ah?! Ok fine clement and i go Best Denki to see OUR toys...' So aniwae, Mummy helped me to pick out a skirt and a top... Den after tat happily went back to Lot1 where i rented 'Shall we dance?'... It's such a nice show!! Ugh when can i dance like tat?!

Den today... Woke up at 7am, den get ready for work, but....... Juz as i wanted to put on my fav pair of earrings.... CANNOT FIND ONE OF THEM!! Waaa.... Gone... Yesterday still wearing one... Dunno wad happened to it... =...[ Searched high and low but was running late for work so dashed out without even breakfast... Got to ALW Training Space 10 mins late, apologized to Amy, den quickly lay out the tables and name tags on the board for the morning kids... The morning class flew by, today's topic was on 'Sense of touch' so they played some games related to it... Dunno wad happened to jeremy today, coz loretta came in asking me if i knew wad happened to him... Turns out he didn't turn up for work today, which is real bad coz student aides like us can't juz be absent for no good reason... And jeremy's quite a responsible guy... Den no response to loretta and my calls... Haiz dunno wad's wrong wif him too...
Aniwae i was lazy to go out for lunch, so hung around in the classroom threading the kids' spiral snakes to hang onto the ceiling... After tat i occupied myself wif the job of untangling amy's super tangled up thread until ying zheng's class finished at 1pm... Den he and i chatted a bit in the waiting area, den he helped wif the thread... Haha and one of the kids (not from my class nor ying zheng's class, in other words dunno who's class) also offered to help... Den kristoffer, as usual, very early... But his mum kinda surprised us by actually sitting down in the classroom, den amy was like grumbling and muttering abt her being there... haha... So me, ever the bad gal, did the dirty job for amy - guard the door and pressure parents into leaving the room... =P
After tat, the afternoon class's abt the same as the morning class, except the 20 kids are replaced by another 20 kids... But i think overall, today the kids were more open, like even my fav boy jing zhi was very active though he's usually very quiet... Haha so same thing, the class whirled by, den by 4.30pm i was totally drained... As usual... Den go home le lor... Shower, change, den go yi-yi's place for dinner den come back home again...

So yup, another weekend gone by... Tml back to projects rush... -_-"

It's over...

2005-07-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

Oh well... It's over... The common tests and... Haiz, i dunno how to put it... Today we talked abt it... Well, it's my fault i guess... No matter how much i missed him, i nvr shld haf told him how i felt tat time... In a way i kinda gave him hope... But i can't deny i was giving myself hope too... Well, i nvr wanted to hurt u, i'm sorry... U were always one of my best frenz, and u always will be, no matter wad they say... But after thinking abt it rationally and sensibly i knew tat the hope we both hung onto was a hopeless hope... Coz u shld also noe tat the probs will keep juz keep coming back as long as we dun solve the root of the prob... Which u noe as well as i do tat the root of the prob can nvr be solved... =..[ But juz noe tat i didn't wan it to end this way too... But it had to... It'd be better for both of us this way... Be strong k?

Aniwae, besides tat... Went shopping wif mummy at bugis after AMB... We shopped till our legs ached so bad... >_< But at least we managed to buy wad we wanted and needed to buy... She bought wad she was out to shop for (err, which isn't right to put here wad she bought), and i spotted this pair of jeans tat's going for 30 bucks!! And the best part was when i saw it, tried it on and fell in love wif it, i didn't noe it was only 30 bucks... Haha... Den we walked round and round bugis junction trying to buy Alethea's birthday present... Finally settled on a necklace and a wallet... Yup... Den had dinner at Mos Burger den come home le... All in all, a nice gals nite out to put things outta my mind...

Now i'm lounging around in my winnie-the-pooh pjs... In a way it makes me feel a little happier... Maybe coz it's so comfy and winnie-the-pooh has this permanent smile... I remember how we used to play wif winnie-the-pooh and tigger plush toys at kiddy palace, using the milkbottles attached around their necks to knock each other's plush toy... Den make lots of noises like *bish* and *piak*... It had me giggling so hard i couldn't stop to even breathe... Haiz... I'm such a self-torturer. >_<

Last day of common tests...

2005-07-22T09:38:00.000+08:00

In a few hrs time, common test will be outta the window... Den it'd be projects rush again... Everyday see Dora and E.chia to do our multiple projects at hand... And den my piano exam will roll along... It's like i haven even had the chance to practise much...

I'm so dead... >_<

But to occupy my time is good... At least i dun haf the chance to brood on stuff... Oh dear. Here i go again, brooding... *whack myself* Bleargh I'm so weak.

Mugging at warren... -_-"

2005-07-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, yesterday and today were spent mugging at Warren... Study gang consists of Dora, Jessie, E.chia and me... But today E.chia stayed home... I think he's scared of the 3 of us gals le... Bleargh...

Aniwae, quite fun lor... Nice to surround myself wif tots of microbio and my dear frenz rather than brood on stuff, esp today...

But, back to microbio... I almost died... Bleargh... So restless juz now but had to force myself to study... And I think my brain's gonna burst from all those info abt Microarray, Southern Blot, Ribotyping... Blah blah...

Tml morning is the paper le... Meeting E.chia and Dora earlier to go thru Microarray.... Haiz... Common test sux... >_<

Ouch

2005-07-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

I juz wanna hide under my blanket and cry... It really hurts...

I'm looking out for the ray of sunshine after the storm... But will it appear?

Such a touching poem...

2005-07-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Petals shed in the blowing winds,
As it dance with the tune of the breeze...
So hard to let it go it seems,
But my love i finally noe wad it all means...

While it only takes a moment to remember u,
It may take my whole life to forget love...
But my love had at least came true,
And u were the only one whom i had ever really loved...

Sunflowers which had bloomed to cheer u up,
Will continue to bloom without my presence...
But u'll feel the irony tat sunflowers will tell u tat i'm there,
As if u'd nvr ever felt my absense...

And if tat is how u'll feel,
Then be assured tat i noe u didn't lie...
Abt how deeply u love me,
And how hard it is for our love to die...

But all good things muz come to an end,
Coz life don't last forever...
This will remind us to treasure the memories,
And hopefully not repeat the same mistakes ever...

Love will come by again for sure,
Even if it's not me and u we see...
Give it a chance so we can judge better,
How much better were u and me?

But hopefully our lives will improve,
After being teachers to each other for so long...
I'll always remember how u used to yell at me,
Which taught me to treasure u better when u laugh...

I'll soon miss having ur touch on my hand,
And the sweet smell of ur hair...
I noe u'll start to miss wad's from me too,
And those things which can no longer be there...

I'm sorry if thorns hurt ur heart so bad,
I honestly nvr intended to pierce it on u...
I hope u'll forgive me,
Coz no one could take the guilt away other than u...

I also wanna thank u for the wonderful trip,
Tat u've taken me across my life...
I'll nvr be able to get tat ticket elsewhere,
Only thru u i could take the drive...

My dear,
Tml will be a new day in ur life...
A day when DingDong haf dissolved in our hearts,
A new day in ur life...

The same date DingDong was formed,
The same date DingDong will dissolve...
Hope it'll stay in our hearts for long,
And remind us to always stay strong...

Beautiful isn't it? I was crying when i read it... Wouldn't u cry too?